Remember
October 16, 2017
Marks from my past
Being brought back
Thoughts that disappeared
Coming back around to mess me up
Making me believe it was all my fault
The way things were left
No feelings but anger
And hurt hidden in fear
Now doubting myself
When really I could be happy
Scars on my heart
Make it beat a little slower
Thoughts in my head
Make me close my eyes
As I continue to suffer
Quietly breathing
Questioning
What was left behind
It seems like so long ago
Getting hurt
While denying what I still felt
Words caught up in my mouth
No sound is coming out
Pain pulses
Leaving behind the thoughts
I will be the one confused
I will be the one left behind
Denying myself the pleasure of feeling
Believing that the hurt
Will not come back
These marks are not showing up
But they are engraved in my mind
These memories I can not bare
To let go
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